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Jitters Show You Care: Understanding Test Anxiety

Ever experienced that jittery feeling where your legs shake and your hands tremble so much it could be mistaken for Parkinson’s? Accompanied by a sudden chill you feel despite sweating buckets?

No, it’s not public speaking, coming off a high or confessing your undying love to someone who doesn’t spare you a second glance.

It’s good old-fashioned test anxiety.

Okay, maybe I exaggerated a bit. Or a lot. But you get the idea. Test Anxiety affects everyone— from the most studious students to the least.

We are only four weeks into the semester, so what’s this about test anxiety?

With first exams around the corner, the season of test anxiety begins. I speak from experience because, just this Thursday, I had my first exam in my Astronomy class. 

I had prepared well enough for the exam but still, I couldn’t shake off the dreadful feeling. So, I rushed to a nearby coffee shop. I got myself an iced caramel latte (it somehow reduces my jitters) before heading to class.

Wanna guess how the exam went? It was easy. And that made me mad. Why? Because I had spent the whole week stressing about it. I probably slept less than four hours the night before, just to make sure I covered every single detail.

I had spent 72+ hours stressing over an exam that was over in twenty minutes. It didn’t feel fair. But who knows—- maybe it was thanks to my paranoia that the test seemed so simple.

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Music Education

¡Viva México!

Onism is a word coined by author and poet John Konieg that refers to the bitter realization of how little of the world you will ever truly experience.

Sadly, with the thousands of cultures alive today, most of us will only be a part of one, or perhaps a few if we are lucky.

Driven by this realization, I’ve embarked on a journey to immerse myself in as many cultures as humanly possible. What better way to do so than through a medium similar across every culture–Music.


Today, this journey takes us to the vibrant and colorful heart of Mexico.

Heartshaped Mexico-Flag

Feliz Día de la Independencia, México (Happy Indepenedence Day, Mexico).

What do you know about Mexico?

Mexico, the 13th largest country by area and 10th most populated country in the world is located in the southern part of North America. Thanks to its significant trade relationship with the U.S. and the large Mexican-American population, the Mexican culture is undoubtedly one of the more accessible and influential cultures for us to appreciate.

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From Belly Rubs to Vaccines: Growing Up Isn’t Always Easy

I miss being a child. I really do. Waking up to belly rubs and kisses instead of blaring alarms feels like a luxury long gone.

I long for the time when the only problem I had in the world was trying to go everywhere my parents went, I miss not having to decide what to eat for every meal, and just a week ago I missed not having to go for a medical appointment on my own. These little comforts of childhood now seem like distant memories, replaced by the demands of adult life.

While my friends couldn’t wait to grow up, I always secretly treasured my childhood.


As the second-born, I had a front-row seat to my older sister’s gradual departure from the carefree years we once shared and it never seemed as glorious as everyone raved it was.

I noticed how she played less and less. She no longer watched the shows that we had both loved and had been obsessed with, she no longer laughed at silly little things like we used to.

Adulthood seemed like a scam, and I wanted no association with it.

But yet there I was last Friday, exactly where I have always feared I’d be. Sitting ALONE in the sterile, waiting room of campus health services, I couldn’t help but reflect on how far I’ve come from those carefree days.

Doctor appointments have always been awful, but for the first time, I felt awfully cold sitting there alone after struggling to sign myself in and understanding what was required of me. I tell you,
sitting alone in a waiting room waiting to be called in is now on the list of experiences I hate.

Why was I at campus health, you may ask? To get vaccine shots, but I can happily say that waiting to be called in was the last of the awful experiences because once I was called, I was attended to by a truly wonderful nurse.

She made me feel as though I was no longer alone for the visit. In addition to her sweet persona, she had an aura I can only describe as motherly. She was the first person to clearly explain why I was there and why I needed the vaccines, and took the time to describe how each of the three vaccines would feel once administered.

We rounded up the session with her asking me to pick some stickers she had laid out on a table.

‘You can have more than one,’ she said, transforming my first health appointment from a dreadful one into a very memorable experience. Sadly, I don’t recall her name because she told me while I was still nervous, but I’d like to say a huge thank you to her.

On that note, make sure you have fulfilled the requirements for your immunization records and are no longer on hold.

The deadline is September 13, which is only two weeks away. I’d suggest going now rather than later because it might get a lot busier with longer wait times.

Going to a clinic, especially alone, might seem scary, but I
promise it’s all in your head. My whole visit lasted about an hour, and yes, the shots stung a little, but it’s nothing compared to the pain of being dropped from classes and having to pay the $150 fee.

So, if you haven’t yet taken care of your immunization
records, don’t wait until the last minute. Trust me, you’ll thank yourself later—and you might even walk away with a sticker or two.

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Music Education

Exploring the World Through Music: Celebrating Malaysia’s Hari Merdeka


Onism is a word coined by author and poet John Konieg that refers to the bitter realization of how little of the world you will ever truly experience.

It is sad that of the thousands of cultures today, the majority of the public will only be a part of one or two, or a handful if you’re lucky.

Driven by this thought, I’ve embarked on a journey to immerse myself in various cultures. Many of my blog posts will focus on exploring the vibrant music of different countries on their independence or national days.


Today, we’re celebrating all the beautiful Malaysians in our communities.

“Selamat pagi” to my Malaysians, and a joyous Hari Merdeka to you all.


Malaysia is a beautiful country located in southeast Asia.

It is widely known for its captivating landscapes, rich cultural heritage and diverse demographics.

Malaysia is home to over 30 million people, with different ethnicities like Malay, Chinese, Indian, Punjabi, Iban, Kadazan and many more. The country’s landscape is equally diverse, ranging from lush rainforests and beaches to bustling cities.

Malaysia is made up of Peninsular Malaysia and East Malaysia, which together include more than 800 islands.

This geographical variety provides a rich backdrop for the country’s cultural and musical expressions.


Malaysia was colonized by the Portuguese in the early 16th century, followed by the Dutch and then the British. It wasn’t until August 31, 1957, that Malaysia gained its independence from British colonial rule.

Hari Merdeka, or Independence Day, is celebrated annually to commemorate this significant milestone.

To celebrate Hari Merdeka, I’ve selected two of the most memorable contemporary Malaysian tracks that I found while exploring the Malaysian music scene.

A little disclaimer: this was my first time listening to Malaysian music/artists, so this is my unbiased opinion as an outsider attempting to peer into their beautiful culture.

“Luka Dan Benci” by Night Skies & Visions


“Luka Dan Benci” is a song by Night Skies and Visions, a pop punk band in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia which debuted April 2015.

“Luka Dan Benci” translates to “Wounds and Hatred.”

The track opens with a haunting, reverberating guitar melody, setting a somber tone. The steady drumbeat adds a raw intensity, driving the song forward as it builds up to an emotional chorus.

“Luka Dan Benci” evokes a bittersweet feeling, with its slow-yet-powerful guitar riffs mirroring the tension between love and pain.

The best way I can describe the vibe is nostalgic. I apologize if this description does not resonate with a lot of you, but I grew up watching Mexican and Philippines telenovelas, and while listening to this song, I had a montage of all the series I thoroughly enjoyed watching as a kid playing in my head.

If this is not something you can relate to, they are still worth the listen.

The rest of their songs like “Go There If You Miss Me” and “Saturday Night” — which are in English,might I add — are more upbeat anthems with catchy hooks and energetic guitars that instantly transport you to the early 2000s pop-punk scene.

Their songs feel like a throwback to teenage anthems, with driving drumbeats and electric guitar power chords. The fast tempo and carefree attitude make it perfect for dancing around with friends or reliving
your high school days.

Some of their songs felt a lot of the early 2000s preppy pop songs. If at some point you enjoyed songs from Hannah Montana, Camp Rock or High School Musical, you just might enjoy listening to Night Skies and Visions.

“Consequences” by I Lost the Plot

Moving on from Night Skies & Visions, I discovered another gem in the Malaysian music scene—”Consequences” by I Lost the Plot.

While it’s quite different in style, it carries its own unique charm.

The track opens with a 37-second instrumental solo before the song begins.

The upbeat tempo, driving guitars and catchy lyrics give it an adrenaline-pumping vibe, perfect for getting you pumped up.

The best way I can describe it is that it should be a catchy theme song for a cartoon hero show. Have you ever randomly caught yourself singing or humming the theme songs for Kim Possible or Ben 10? Yes? Then this track would definitely have the same effect.

The rest of their songs maintain a similar energetic vibe, making any track from I Lost the Plot an excellent choice for sports or heart-racing activities.

Tanggal 31 Ogos

To fully embrace the spirit of Hari Merdeka, Tanggal 31 Ogos is a popular patriotic song specifically celebrating Malaysia’s Independence Day. The song, with a title that translates to “31 August,” reflects the joy and pride of the country on its independence anniversary.

A good listen to get in the the mood for Heri Merdeka.


I’ve curated a Spotify playlist featuring these tracks and other Malaysian artists I’ve discovered. I urge you to give it a listen and experience the essence of Malaysia’s
vibrant music scene for yourself.


My Malaysian Spotify playlist

If Malaysia isn’t already on your travel bucket list, now’s the time to add it.

With its breathtaking landscapes, rich cultural experiences and warm hospitality, Malaysia
promises a journey worth taking.

Celebrate Hari Merdeka by exploring Malaysia’s music and discover why this incredible country deserves a spot on your travel itinerary.